Christmas

Christmas this year was one that I probably will never forget, I got EVERYTHING that I wanted I was so happy. I got things like a snowboarding jacket, and snowboarding pants. A snowboarding bag and gloves. I got clickheat hand warmers and a back clickheat I also got movies, like stepbrothers and the chronicals of narnia> prince caspian!! :D I got many other things including gift cards and christmas cards. All in all our christmas was very promising

I am having an awsome time in CALM

So pretty much like my tittle explains it all. Me and one of my best friends are sitting in the elem. lab and having a BLAST. We are very lame but funny Bahahaha, Cassandra isn't here right now cause she has a broken foot :( which is like not good at all!!! so GET BETTER! anyway Cassandra should love me and Tamara forever cause we surprised her instead of going to our semi formal. Here's how it went, so we got off at Cassandra's on the bus and we went to the back door. Cecile then came to the back door just before me and Tamara froze to death, anyway she helped us in and then we snuck to her room that she was in and we 'Booed her it was hilarious she jumped liked two feet in the air[figuratively]. After that we ate junk food and watched movies. I also beat up Tamara... she thinks that she beat me up. She only got me by tickling me, we were very cautious not to hit Cassandra's broken foot

My Week so Far

Hey fellow bloggies. Today I am going to talk about Zac Efron! OMG right, well anyway he is like the most hottest guy ever, and in High School Musical 1,2+3. He is pretty much my dream husband. But I am not like those people who like stalk him and are like al creepy. I am just in love with him bahahahahahahahaha.

My weekend

Hey there fellow bloggers, my weekend was pretty good well it would have been better if I could go boarding. Anyway so I sprained my ankle and I couldn't go to Ringette.. we were going to play at the west Edmonton mall. But I wasn't allowed going cause I wasn't even going to play, so instead i went to chetwynd for my cousins birthday party. he turned 12. Anyway his b-day party was at the famous powder king and i wasn't allowed to snowboard so i had to watch all of my cousins board it was LAME. I wasn't having the most fun, but at least my auntie was there so i could talk to  her, it was pretty good. Anyway like my best cousin ever broke her ankle at the ringette tournament. i felt really bad for her cause she just got over a sprained ankle.*

I can't think of the words.

I told you how I felt and now you ignore me, I told you why I was mad and you ask why?I told you what the problem was and you laughed at me. I know I rejected you, a lot. I know I broke your heart, but now you are breaking mine. My body shakes when you are around me and I don't know why. I tried to lead you on but you just turn away. I want to hang out but you are always to busy, I want to be more then friends but I don't know what else to do. You are my best friend and I really like you. <3

My First B-Ball tournament.

This past weekend we had our first b-ball tourney. It didn't work out to well, our team definately wasn't ready and most of our players were hurt after the first two games. In the second game I was the first to get hurt, in the first 3/4 of the game. I am pretty sur that I sprained my ankle, right now it hurts really bad and I have to go to the doctors office on Monday to see for sure what is wrong with me. But anyway during the tourney I had a lot of boy drama, boy drama I thought that I would never have. There is this one guy who I have been friends for, for like ever... anyway there was this incedient at school, long story short, I didn't have his attention anymore, and I decided that I didn't like that, and also descovered that I had feelings for that person I thought I would never have feeling for. But I do. Well i told him and now it seems like he is trying to make me jealous, cause before he would ask me out and I would say no cause I wanted to be "just friends". And so now that I like him he just wants to be friends back, which really sucks cause I have come to like the guy... A lot.

What I am doing right now.

I was just watching Kicking and Screaming starring Will Farrel and I don't think that I have laughed so hard in a movie before. The story line is that there is this guy who has a kid and he really wants his kid to be good at spots and realy active, when his sin doesn't turn out the way that he would have liked him to, the father tried to out do his son in about every way as possible. First he buys his GF a ring and askes her to marry him the same time that his son askes his wife, and the father also buys his GF a bigger ring then his son bought his fiancee. They both had sons on the same day but his fathers son was an ounce bigger[ his brother]. His father was the coach of a soccer team and never played his first son, so when his grandson starts playing the grandfather doesn't play him[sam] either. Anyway Will Farrel coaches the team and he turns into a real jerk, but it's really funny cause he plans on eating a lil' chinese kid if the pizza doesn't show up. I would totally recomend this show to all my friends.

I can tell how Monday is going to go.

I just know how Monday is going to go already, we are going to walk in to the school and all the teacher and students are going to ask how we did. We are going to say that we lot miserably and then they will say how we should have saved our money towards the next year, and it will go on and on for probably the whole week. Which will suck! Casue our team knows that we should have won that whole zones tournament, which is horriable. After zones we had a meeting about how our team had a lot of potential to win and then we all started crying cause it was the gr.12's last year and our bus driver Tim and my aunty Paula made a speech to us which was heart warming.

My blog for wendsday the 17th

Today was a pretty good day, me and my best friends Cassandra and Tamara had a blast laughing at Avery and Corey in class today. We weren't making fun of them, it's just that we enjoy laughing at there stupid stunts that they pull, they also laugh at themselves so we don't feel like we are bullying them. After school our senior girls volleyball team had a practice because we have zenes this weekend!!! :) anyway there are a few teachers at our school that think that we are not going to do well at zones, which isn't really nice cause I think that we are going to do good. I mean even if they wanted to say something they could just hold it in cause it really hurts when they do not have faith in us.

How am I supposed to know?

how am I supposed to know when you loke me, how do I know when you want something I can't give you. How come when we are all by ourselves you act like you love me but around your friends you are an absolute jerk. When we look at each other you can't look away, but think that you can have me whenever you want. I love you and you 'love' me in return.

Snow day!!

My first snow day of the year is so far so good. My dad woke me up and I got dressed and I shot a really nice 6x6 elk with the 30 TC. I had to shoot it twice before it would die, anyway after it was all said and done I came home and slept for a pretty long time. After I woke up I went to the store with a friend to get groceries and when we got back I ate supper and now I am watching my favortie show, it's called 90210!! and it's a really good episode!

VIEW MY VID!!!

The video that I am about to put on my blog explains alot about what guys should be doing...
but this guy in the video is committed and he does not do all that kind of stuff, like cheating, lying and being honest and trust worthy.

Right now!

Right now I am sore from volleyball, I am tired from lack of sleep. On the good side we have absolutely NO home work so I am pretty pumped. I can tell that this week is going to be a busy, hard week. I know that I will make it trough, and I know all the effort that it's going to take to keep it together. Now about me... I love volleyball, ringette, basketball and badminton. I enjoy entertainment in the media and all the humor that my friends come up with. I get along pretty well with the people around me except for the unusuall ocasions were I totally snap, but besides all the bad things focus on the good andyou'll love life.

Were not what we used to be

We were once perfect, We once were in love. Look at us now... what are we? We don't talk, We don't listen but most of all we can't love. We once were happy, We once were together. Now look at us. When we touch I feel violated, when we hug I feel like I am being strangled. What happened? I once loved you till you hurt me, I felt like there was no one else.. you were him, you were me. Once I trusted you, once you failed to be trusted. I don't know who you are, you are not you, there is no US, there is a you. You are the only thing I can care about, why can't I let you go? Why can't I forget everything you said to me? You wanted a life together, Your the one that said you will love me forever. Why didn't I believe you. Why.

Boyfriends...

I have no idea why a young girl would want to have a boyfriend.. there are more bad thing about boys then there are good.. WELL, I guess you have to pick just the right one. There are shy guys; these guys are the kind that you date and you do all the talking, all the planning all the thinking about. He dumps you and then he is a jerk just like all of his friends you didn't know he had!
Then there is the "sports guy" Similar to the shy guy but slightly different. See this guy is heartless all he thinks about is scoring and not just on the other team but with you as well.
Then there is the "perv". Plain and simple he is just a PIG!!
But once you have gone through all those guys then you realize what you really want... you want the guy with the sweetest heart, that helps you out when you need the extra relaxing time, the guy who will call you cause he misses you when you just left their house ten minuted ago asking what you are doing.
Now that is the guy that you will want to marry, he is the one you will fall head over heels for. HE Will be the one..
If only it was that Easy!!

High School Musical 3!!

Alright now, so ver the past weekend I watched the movie that I've been wanting to watch for the past year. When I finally sat down in the movie theatre I was getting so antsy that I was laughing for no apparent reason. The movie was more then I thought it would have ever been, all of the characters are all grown up now and man are they ever amazing, the singing was the best that they have ever performed in the past films. In the movie there are sad parts that make you want to cry, I was on the edge of shedding a tear when Ashley made a comment about what Cassandra said one time... Then and there she noticed that I was about to cry and from there on in the made fun of me. Anyway the songs were amazing, the acting was way better and the people were hotter, so I had the best of it in the end.

Keep holding on

The best song that helps me through my rough patches is Keep holding on by Avril Lavine
...Your not alone together we stand, I'll be by your side you know i'll take your hand, when It gets cold and it feels like the end, there's no place to go you know I won't give in, no I won't give in.
CHROUS:KEEP HOLDING ON, cause you know we'll make it through we'll make it trough, just stay strong cause you know I'm here for you I'm here for you. There's nothnig you can say, nothing you can do, there's no other way when it comes to the truth so keep holding on cause you know cause you know we'll make it through we'll make it trough.
So far away I wish you were here before its to late this could all dissapear.Before the doors close an it comes to an end with you by my side I will fight and defend, I'll fight and defend, yeah.yeeahhh.
CHOROUS
here me when I say When I say I believe, nothingsgonna change nothing gonna change trust in me. Whatevers ment to bewe'll work out perfectly, yeah,yeah,yeah,yeah. Ladadada Ladadada Ladadada-dada-dada-da
CHORUS

And usually after that song I am either cooled down or saying sorry

My Day

Today was a pretty harsh day. After school we had a volleyball practice, we ran a lot. I had to leave early from practice cause I had to go to ringette practice.. which was ok I guess

Remember me.

When I am not yours remember how you felt when you held me. Remember me when your sitting there all by yourself how lucky you were to have me. When you open your mouth to talk remember, I have feelings to. When you wind up for the last hit remember how much you mean to me. When we will never be together again remember how much I loved you.

Guys

They should be able to feel the way that you feel. When you love them they should love you back, and when you say you will never break him then he should say the same back!
REALITY!!
When you love him he likes someone else, when you say you love him, he says it back to make you feel good, When you want him with you, he is always to busy.

Why Can't I...

Why can't I believe you when you say you'll Keep a promise, Why can't I believe you when you say you'll be my friend forever... Why is it that when you say you will always be ther for me, you are missing, why is it that when I look into your eyes that you are not looking back... Why is it that when you say "I love you" I still feel like something is missing. Why can't you love me when I try so hard to love you in return.

My Weekend!!

Hey, so this weekend was so much fun. When we first got to the Mall we went to Galixy land, we got day passes, first Ashley, Jean and I went on the yellow rollercoaster that spins you while you are on the track. We laughed a lot and I got a little sick, Next me and Ashley went on the Big Red rollercoaster!! We were a bit hesitant at first.. when we were climbing up the coaster at the front of the carts I was about to explode and then we dropped down. It was so insaine. After that we went shopping. After shopping we went to HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3!!!! It had to be the best high school musical ever. Our Ringette games went pretty well we lost the first two but won the second two. We did way better the second day.

I am Excited!!!!!

Hey, so this weekend I am going to ringette with one of my friends.. First we are going to go on the big RED rollercoaster and then we are going to go and watch high school musical 3!!! so excited. Then after that we are going to go and eat at Red Lobster!! :). I am going with Ashley to edmonton at 11:oo today and my mom grandma and great grandma and Camille are coming later. Today my day is going pretty well I am at the store and I am now waiting for Jean and Ashley!!

My weekend since our home tournament

Hey!! so this past few days I have been extremely Freezing cold. Yesterday I was a little bummed out, our Volleyball practice was cancelled and I was really looking forward to our practice. But today as a pretty fun day. I went to school, the first class was CTR 1010, then we had gym, after gym we had a presenter from the Odyssey House to talk to us about anger and violence in a family and a relationship. After Calm we had legal studies, lunch was after that. Science was after lunch I enjoyed that subject, after science 10 we had L.A 10 witch was okay. After school me and Derian went to our store and took a ride with Jean and Ashley to ringette, my mom couldn't take us cause my dad wasn't back from Saskatchewan yet. When we got to the arena ther was no one there but us, me Derian and Ashley thought that practice started at 4:30 so when we were all ready, our coach and people were there at 4:45 but by that time me and Ashley were already on the ice. Our practice went pretty good I didn't sweat that much today actually not really at all. And now here I am at homw!:)

HOME tournament

OK, so this past wknd we had our home Volleyball tournament. Me and my very best friend Tamara and Cassandra had a blast, you see it was our turn for rookie anitiation so me, Derian, Tamara, and Cassandra had to get our faces painted like KISS. We had a pep rally for our home tournament, we were annonced in front of the whole school. After the pep rally we played our home opener and we won our first game!!! go Raiders go! It was kind of a bummer cause we only played  one game that day. The thing was that the junior volleyball team was supposed to be helping out with our whole tournament, but as lame as that is we had to help and run most of our own tournament, it was crappy, but I found out what my future husband's name is s oi got a bennifit out of it..

This weekend Is going to be fun!!!!!!

OK so this weekend we are having a tournament in High Prairie so I am pretty much excited.. we had a practice yesterday and our coach wasn't there but we had fun and I hurt myself but it's OK. 

Tuesday September 23,2008

Today I have practice and i am excited to go.. this friday me and my best friends Tamara Larkin, Cassandra Zenner are going to go to a youth group thing and the thing is called Water Balloon Mania!!

Calvin and Hobbs

"Who was the first guy that took a look at a cow and said, "I think i'll have whatever comes out of thoes things when I squeeze them?"

- Calvin and Hobbes comics

How My Fam is Like <3

OK so my family is very protective, and they need to approve of boyfriends and so on and so forth, they do not like it that much when I don't tell them where I am going but I go anyway, when they ground me they don't actually do it but its like a threat. My brother is like every other brother out there he is annoying and a little pest. I have friends over regularly and I go to my friends regularly. Me and my dad are pretty close he gets me what i want and i be nice to him in return, me and my father get along a lot until it comes to big decisions that I have to ask him and when he says no then i get mad but ya whatever

Today :)

Ok so Today is tuesday and i am in class right now and i am going to go to volleyball practice today.. i am really excited to go cause we are working on our passing skills and going to run. but before that me and my friend Ashley are going to go see if we can get ice cream from the cone and if not then we are going to go to the service station and get ice cream and water for our practice. I am a bit mad that i am not on the starting line up but hopefully next year.

My Blog Entry for today

So today I have to wright some thing in my blog but I don't know anything to wright about so i am going to tell you how my week has been going. So on Monday I came to school and after school i got my hair died... not exactly the colour that I wanted but it all works. on Tuesday i was sick with this awful flu I still have this flu I don't know what it is for sure but I still have it a little bit. I had this flu for the past few days now my friend gave it to me :( but today I have a volleyball practice and i am excited because we are going to a tournament this weekend so I am pretty excited about that.

Powder King December 08'

Today I went to PK and it was amazing, we first got to Chetwynd on the night of the 26th and we went to the hotel to check in right as soon as we got there. After checking in me and my family went on our way to my grandparents hous just outside of Chetwynd B.C. In the winter time you will ont be able to miss my gramdparemts house... there yard is filled with christmas lights and I don't mean a few decoration, I mean his entire yard lookd like a christmas carnival!! :D it is absolutely entertaining, most of the lights he makes himself, there are many of things that I don't even remember what all he has made. Anyway PK was amazing. they just got fresh powder the night before so at the top of the T-bar was finominal. We boarded all day and we went back to my grandparents that night to have super and meet my family's friends, later we went back to the hotel and had a great night watching movies. laughing and being dumbies